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Fairy Kisses
03:57
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I'm always stuck in my head
But sometimes it's beautiful
The sounds and shapes take me away
No words could ever encapsulate
I wish that I could take you there
The grass it feels like angel hair
Fairy kisses in the air
Never cry when you are there
Everything I've ever known makes me recall memories
From a life I've never known
I wish I could just go back home
I hate the real world, I mean it with my soul
Everything comes to life, so I'm never alone
Burned in my brain is a model of my first home
Black my eyes, I'm terrified
Hold me close, don't let me fly
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Perfect Symmetry
03:58
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Our eyes aligning to perfect symmetry
And fingers laced
Soaring in this purple sky
The burn of whiskey warms your heart on these cold winter nights
Are you looking for your home
You know you won't find it here
Find it here, find it here, find it here
Do you feel like you're alone
Do the walls talk back, back to you
Back to you, back to you
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Catch My Blood
04:46
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Enchanted wounds that you inflicted
In tiny fragments, I fall onto you like rain did
I'll fly
My feathers, iridescent
I thought you'd be the one to catch my blood
I'm heading south for the winter this year
I'm tired of living my days in fear
And you cause it
Hungover in my friend's car, you don't even know her
You never gave a fuck, maybe when you're older
I don't see the point in ever staying sober
When you're already loving, yeah I'm jealous
When I die, I'll already know what hell is
Nightmares of the times you said you loved me
Maybe one day, you will understand me
Maybe one day, you won't be so heartless
Catch my blood
It's what you deserve
Catch my blood
It's what you wanted
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4. |
9 Lives
02:52
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Maybe I'm right when I say that love is only lust in disguise
And the romance is nothing but plastic, replaceable like it's a fashion trend
I know that it's not something you want to admit
And we all would love if it could be what we envisioned when we all were kids
If you worry bout the past, you'll never be present
Just walk forward, breathe and learn the new methods
Pop the red pill, just expect the worst outcome
Reality can't always be what we asked for
I had a conflict, had to stop it, I ran in some circles got nauseous
I found my way out of the moshpit
The blood on my lip tells the story of it all
It all went south when I put someone before me
Just don't cry about it now cause tomorrow's not guaranteed
Caution to the wind, no feathers
I burned that stupid letter
I did some things I regret, and I'm shameful that I did
But it's over with and done
So all I can do is run with the knowledge that I've gained and illuminate more than ever
9 lives waste away so easily, don't let it
I haven't seen you happy in a minute
I wrote this for myself, I just hope I don't forget it
I've been drunk way too much, sober too little
I can now see everything at once
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Camels & Guinness
03:28
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Why does everyone that I meet fall in love with me
And who exactly do you expect me to be
I feel like all my remaining friendships are tainted
Oh, I never asked for this to happen
And my anxieties they peak when I'm faced with this old decision
Cause I've got nothing of use to offer
I can't just ignore the pressure that I feel
And it's been so long since I could trust myself
But we can't go back to what we were before
This only ends in certain tragedy
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6. |
Engulf
05:17
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Grayscale
01:47
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I'm still afraid to die
And I spend my days obsessing over it
Just wait til you're old enough
You'll notice that it's not
As worth it as it seemed
To die at 17
I dropped out at fifteen
But I wish that I knew then that I'd spend the rest of my youth by myself
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No One Knows
04:56
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The deep blue of morning in my room
Droplets on my window
It's better here than there cause I would get my pretty hair all wet
It's easier to lay in bed and spend the days wondering where your life went
I'm so scared of the people out there
I've seen how they act under pressure
Just to gain some leverage
Last night I went to a bar, but I couldn't get in
But somehow, woke up drunk in a 'Cedes-Benz
It wasn't mine though, I know I fucked up
I'm not committed to anyone, so what the fuck
Six lines on the dashboard, it's not what I asked for
But hell if I know, so why be stuck in the past for
I left
And I don't know what I did
But something told me I shouldn't have tried to grow up so quick
And that's it
What do I have to show for myself
And hey
If you stuck around through everything
I guess that probably says something
I don't know
And bleed
Like there's no tomorrow
Drain out all of your sorrow
No one knows
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Bleed A Silent River
04:44
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Grayscale eyes
Deceiving
Instill the fear in me
Oh, I believe it
Believe it
You're not so easily defined
All they know is what they find
Rest your head here with mine
Things all fade away with time
And when they're coming back to you
They just want to take from you
They were gone when you were broke
Now they need a hand to hold
If you want to be safe and not sorry
Don't tell them you saw me here
I had to make sure you were okay
I know that they don't want me here
Break them down, the walls you put up
Keep me from the truth, you fooled us
Let your true colors bleed out
Bleed a silent river for me
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Amber Rain
05:34
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Taconic Parkway
03:55
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The buzz of 2007 lingering
Staring through the wind blinds at the day sky beginning to fade
It's here when I envision the essence of someone broken and new to adulthood
I can even see it in myself
A rainy day at the busy mall in the food court
At a big glass wall
I feel, so comforting
Buzzing how I heard it in my aunt's house
I want to be it
How can it hit so deeply
I feel my heart sink for a moment
And my breath slows, longing for that day
I want to be it
The muffled buzzing, so comforting as day fades
2006 gloom of Pennsylvania
In a less populated, high altitude town
A small grassy backyard with a yellow slide
Leaving in a silver 2001 Chevy Cavalier
On a long road with relatively open grassy land on either side
Orange sunlight hitting the yellow signs
Right where it belongs
And through the mountainous roads, I feel it gloom
I can never go back
And time is no longer meaningless
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13. |
Drown
04:16
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